Heaven's door

Hey! Past few days has been a very special day for me. I finally get to catch Eric Nam live here in Malaysia. Yes there's like some ups and downs, where Eric doesn't paying attention on my nails, my wave & such but I still had fun with my two gurlz. Since I don't really have good quality photo of Eric on the first and second day, I'll just post some of my favorite selfies with the girls (plus we are not allowed to take photos during the fan meeting & performances oh well) Oh I met Sean i don't know about you guys, but when I saw him on the first day I was like " guys is that Sean? the youtubers?" Such a cool/amazing guy.

This is me after the show, I wasn't ready to say good bye to the one and only Eric Nam. You can pretty much see how sad I am. Gurl who doesn't! 

After sending Eric to his car we get inside the cafe again to take photo with Sean. Cause he fabulously rejected us when we asked to take photo together. He was like "Nanti dulu kerja belum habis" What! 

After good 10 minutes, finally my turn. "Since its a polaroid photo what pose should we do?" "Idk" "I'm going to put my head on top of yours" "Okay lah no problem" Then I get all red and awkward that explains the red/pink face guys (but i decided not to share the polaroid photos)

&& some of the first day photos :)

I know i post a lot of photos with Sean, no other reason cuz;

1. Eric ignore me most of the time

2. Eric doesn't like me 

3. Eric rejected me, he was like "nope too young" (haha, 18 not that young ok)

4. I watch Sean's videos so its a win-win game

5. We can't take pictures with Eric using our camera

6. M.E Malaysia haven't upload the photo of me & Eric during the fan meeting

(OH he also signed the poster on the first day but I decided not to upload it cause no other reason then just pure lazy to unroll that precious little thing. I'm so happy he signed my book)

And thank you to my girls for spending time together. For pranking me, sorok my ticket. Had so much fun, no seriously even I was kinda under the weather but I still had fun. Hope to see him again soon. For now I shall just catch him live on Youtube again.

If you want to know how Eric interact with me you can read it here http://syaheeeera.blogspot.com/2014/10/7.html 

till next time, bye x

late night fairy tale

Don't you hate it when your head start messing with you at night? When you're really tired but can't fall asleep because you have so many things going on in your head. i have been through this situation, where things get a little bit serious and I'll get all emotional. I try to tell myself everything is going to be okay and try to put myself back to sleep and forget everything.

till next time, night.

Sick child

Hey, so our vacation plan got cancelled. Oh well you don't know how sad I was. Not going to blame anyone. Enough of that! I've been sick for 3 days now, still feeling a little bit sick. Rough week for me, can't even do anything without dying; gasping for oxygen.

When thoughts of all but one,

are those I am keeping.

When sore though there is none,

for whom I am weeping.

A curtain drawn before the sun,

and I wish to go on sleeping.

 till next time, bye

TMI tag

Hey everyone, yes i know this TMI tag have being going around for awhile. So why not I give it a try so people get to know me a little bit more (hopefully) Get yourself comfortable, cause its a long ride guys. Shall we start now?

(this photo has nothing to do with this tag ^^)

1: What are you wearing? 
My cute pyjamas that my granny bought for me.

2: Ever been in love? 
Nope. I don't think so, not yet

3: Ever had a terrible breakup? 
We have to be in a 'relationship' first right?

4: Any tattoos? 
Cleaaaaaaaaaaan.

5: Any piercings? 
Yes, on my left & right ears. I want to get more in the future, hopefully (i hate the pain so much)

6: OTP? 
Myself with Justin Bieber (obviously) typical teenage girl

8: Favourite bands? 
Theres so many to list. I have my top 3 Rixton, The Vamps & 5 seconds of summer. Its a tough question.

9: Something you miss? 
My childhood & being silly

10: Favourite song?
I don't have any favorite song at this moment, but I'm currently listening to Me and My Broken Heart by Rixton.

11: How old are you? 
Eighteen.

12: Zodiac sign? 
I actually have to google this, Aquarius. Because I tend to forget every single time, pardon my poor memory

13: Quality you look for in a partner? 
Unique personality, good in instrument, sports especially swimming & like online games.

14: Favourite Quote? 
"You are good enough, smart enough, beautiful enough, strong enough. Believe it and stop letting insecurity run your life" I have it written everywhere.

15: Favourite actor? 
Zac Efron, hands down.

16: Favourite color? 
Pink, Blue, Black? Okay this is hard okay, I can't choose.

17: Loud music or soft? 
Depends. I like to listen to loud music when I'm in public so that I don't have to listen to people talking and pay attention on whats happening around me. As for soft music, I like to listen to them when I'm alone or when I'm going to bed (cant sleep without my music)

18: Where do you go when you're sad? 
My bed, toilet.

19: How long does it take you to shower? 
Depends. 10-15 minutes, usually. But! if I have to shave and wash my hair on that day, maybe 1 hour? :)

20: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 
I take a lot of time to get ready, I usually woke up 30 minutes early.

21: Ever been in a physical fight? 
Yes....maybe. I punch my elder brother when I was younger, don't remember why. But I'm pretty sure I make his nose bleed. I also got into a fight with my younger sister, don't remember what was that fight about but I kinda hit her with my barbie doll. (just to point out that I'm not the one who started the fight, I'm positive about it okay, hehehe)

22: Turn on?
Physically? nice hair, hands & teeth (im weird okay) if we're talking about personality then I have to go with someone who can make me talk cause I'm socially awkward & to have someone who can make me talk is like jackpot!

23: Turn off? 
Bad breath just a big no for me.

24: The reason I joined Blogspot? 
I was mad oneday, and I decided to share my problems here back in 2009 or 2008 cause I thought it was a safe place. But I was wrong, my teacher found out I talked about her on my blog & asked me link to my blog. She told me to delete my blog post about her. So that is when I said to myself that blogspot is no longer a safe place for me. And deleted all my posts (oh! I also did not write anything bad about that teacher tho) Years later, here I am today.

25: Fears? 
Swimming pools, animals.........everything

26: Last thing that made you cry? 
I dont want to talk about it.

27: Last time you said you loved someone? 
I don't remember. I believe last 2 weeks on twitter its either Justin Bieber or 1 of the 5sos members. I don't know

28: Meaning behind your Blogspot Name? 
to run freely and stay healthy like those nice masculine horses? I guess, I don't know

29: Last book you read? 
Don't Blink by James Patterson & Howard Roughan

30: The book you're currently reading?
Love & Misadventure by Lang Leav

31: Last person you talked to? 
My dad

32: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? 
My mom

33: Favourite food? 
Chicken. Chicken nuggets, fried chicken you name it.

34: Place you want to visit?
America, Korea, Japan, Europe I would love to travel all around the world.

35: Last place you were? 
Toilet like 2 minutes ago (told you its my favorite place)

36: Do you have a crush?
Yes.

37: Last time you kissed someone? 
Harrison Web in my fucking dream last night

38: Last time you were insulted? 
Today, every fucking day

39: Favourite flavour of sweet? 
Vanilla or Grapes

40: What instruments do you play?
I play a little bit of keyboard and currently learning ukulele. Suck at both, really I get frustrated easily

41: Favourite piece of jewellery?
I don't have favorites. But if I have to choose then I'll go with my Pink leather Guess watch given to me by my dad when I was 12 years old (still using it until today)

42: Last sport you played? 
Does league of legends count?

43: Last song you sang? 
Me and My Broken Heart by Rixton 

44: Favourite chat up line?
'Can I be your Golumm & you be my precious?' 

45: Have you ever used it?
my friend actually said this earlier today, so nope

46: Last time you hung out with anyone? 
Today. I had lunch with a group of friends

47: Who should answer these questions next?
My sister, anyone who is reading this i'm tagging you. 

Its a fun tag, everyone should give it a try. I hope you enjoy it, as much as I enjoy answering it. Thank you & I see ya next time bye! x