Monday, June 1

new chapter, new page

Hey! I don't know when was the last time I freaking write here. Oh god! I miss writing. But so many things have changed and I don't know where to begin with!

A few months back, I have been through some crazy roller coaster ride. I've lost the person I love the most. You don't know how hard it is till these days but I know for sure he's now in a good place and I miss him almost every day. Things will never be the same but I know he's up there looking after us and most probably screaming at us right now cause how messy our bedrooms are. Love you, always.

Fast forward to August, I decided to resign from my position as a supervisor at a cafe and pursue my studies. I've always wanted to continue my studies because deep down I know my dad would love too. So I decided to let go of another part of me that I didn't know I would. With all the savings that I have, I pay for my school fees. Yes! another roller coaster ride for me, I did not expect it to be easy for me; since in the beginning. But this is what I've always wanted, and I'll do my best and get the best out of this. I know with the support I have right now everything will be fine.

As for now, I'm doing just fine and I am so grateful for! Two months from now I'll be seating for my final exams, working my ass off to pay my fees and also for exams of course. I've met so many wonderful people and I hope nothing but a smooth ride from now on. But this is life, you can never know what's coming on your way.

Before I end my post here because I have 5 more assignments that I need to finish by next week hehe! I'm actually an aunty now. My sister has produced a very cute baby and her name is Faith Awfeeyah.

(above post I wrote last year, 2019 that I didn't publish. I thought it will be a good idea to publish it now hehe)

What a ride, now it is 2020. So many things have changed again, with the current situation things weren't all rainbows for me and family. The reason I decided to start writing here again is that I want to share my Raya vlog and I want to tell a story but I do not know where to post them. Since I have this blog, why not.  Raya will never be the same way as it used to be. This year we celebrated only with our small family, we didn't get the chance to meet our grandparents nor cousins due to the virus. Besides, raya is not as interesting as it used to be, before we have our Dad with us, now we don't. Its just never the same anymore.

So this year, I decided to record what I did at my mom's new house during Raya. Because, this is something different for me as this year we will be cooking for Raya. Usually our Grannys will cook for us, but not this year. Hope you enjoy the video as much as I enjoy editing the video hehe.




















till next time, bye x